"But didn't you find it all dreadfully tiresome, Charlotte?
The dressing-up and the hair-brushing and the voluminous skirts?"
"No, you know, I didn't. One learns how to manage one's
crinoline and it's rather a nice feeling. One sort of sails along, and when one
sits down, with those great skirts billowing around one, one feels important
and dignified, so ... so ... " she spoke rather shyly, "so much of a
lady."
This largely forgotten novel, which I included on my Furrowed Middlebrow Dozen in December (and am just finally getting round to reviewing now—yikes), is a timeslip tale with lots of interest for today's readers. 22-year-old
Charlotte, a young woman in the mid-1960s, has a near-death experience during
what her parents believe is an appendectomy (really an abortion), and slips
into the body of Lucy, another girl the same age living in the mid-1800s, who
has also had a near-death experience—not coincidentally the result of throwing
herself down a flight of stairs in an attempt to abort her own unwanted child.
The two girls are nursed, a century apart—in the same room (Lucy's family home
has now become a clinic). Although Charlotte is only unconscious for a couple
of hours in the present, she has (or so she claims to her trusted aunt, who
narrates the story with first-person skepticism) spent several months living,
quite happily, in a well-to-do mid-Victorian family.
In
her account of the experience to her aunt, Charlotte has little trouble adapting
to Lucy's life as a young Victorian woman, on the cusp of adulthood (and, of
course, the cusp of marriagability), but far more sheltered and protected than
in her modern existence. Where she has considerably more difficulty is in
readjusting, after her return, to the more mundane, less glamorous world of the
present.
The
middle portion of the novel is a diary Charlotte keeps during her experience,
which she hides in a cubbyhole in the room and then miraculously finds waiting
there in the present (definitely a willing suspension of disbelief required there).
In this passage, Charlotte and Lucy's half-brother Edward discuss Lucy's sister
Grace, who wants to escape the stultifying life planned for her and train for
nursing. Edward's questioning inspires Charlotte to analyze just how much she's
enjoying Lucy's life:
Edward looked at me quizzically:
'And yet,' he said, 'this life, which you repudiate so eloquently
on behalf of Grace, you find good enough for Lucy?'
I was taken aback because, in truth, I do. I am perfectly
contented with Charlton and my riding and my singing and my patchwork quilt. I
don't mind the restrictions that I ought to find so galling. I like the formality
of our ordered days. I am surrounded by affection, I feel safe and happy. It is
odder even than Edward imagines, because I have been free. I have been emancipated
from all these restraints and it seems I prefer the cage. There is one thing
that may, in part, explain it. I do not feel that this is for a lifetime.
Somehow I know that it cannot last, that I am living on borrowed time, that
some day I shall have to go back and that I must enjoy the present and take
every sun-filled moment as it comes.
Charlotte,
who as her aunt points out could never be bothered to get out of bed for
breakfast, also describes the pleasures of breakfast at Charlton, Lucy's family
home:
"[B]reakfast at home or in my flat never seemed worth
getting up for. Just a scramble on the dinette table. Someone doing an egg if
they wanted one. Daddy eating like a machine and rushing off. Linda in her old
wrapper and no make-up. Whereas here it was so different. The fire winking in
the cut-steel grate and the silver beautifully polished and the hot rolls and
the home-made jam on the Lazy Susan in the middle of the table and the starched
white cloth. I used to sit at the head of the table opposite the window and
watch the snow floating down or the street lamp shining primrose through the
yellow fog, and sip my coffee, and—I know it sounds absurd—but what was the
French phrase, something about 'calme,
ordre, luxe et volupte?' Well, that was what came into my head."
It's
a rather disingenuous comparison, of course, between Lucy's decidedly
upper-crust life and Charlotte's more plain jane middle-class existence, with a
drab job, a drab flat, and divorced parents. Who wouldn't be tempted to spend a
few months at Charlton (at least if one could be certain not to require
antibiotics during that time)?
But
the front and back covers of the Chatto & Windus UK edition dustjacket (my
copy of the book was the happy product of a recent World of Rare Books
splurge), designed by Lynton Lamb, also makes simply but effectively explicit
another factor that must have played a role in Charlotte's Victorian contentment.
On the back cover, Charlotte, in her own body and time, looks a bit slumped and
angsty, uncomfortable in her own skin, a bit awkward. While on the front cover,
in Lucy's body in the mid-1800s, she is leaner, poised, decidedly posh, and
rather elegant.
I
didn't think enough about this body switch when I first read the novel, and
indeed Charlotte's telling of her story doesn't make a great deal of the more
slender, refined body she inhabits as Lucy, but it might go a long way toward
explaining just how seductive the earlier time becomes for her. If I could spend
a few months as a tall, dashing, lean young man at Charlton, I might be tempted
too (though truth be told 1920s Paris might be better suited to me)!
On
more than one occasion, A Step Out of
Time reminded me of one of Mabel Esther Allan's best widening world
stories, though I suspect MEA would have been less ambivalent in showing the
Victorian past as undesirable for women. Askwith allows for a bit more
uncertainty, showing the undeniable attractions of well-to-do Victorian life
for a young woman, even while reminding us of all the terrible disadvantages.
(Askwith is best known today for her biographical works about Victorian
figures, so she may well have been using Charlotte to explore her own
attraction to the period.)
But
what I found most striking about the novel was its marked focus on unwanted
pregancy, both within and outside of marriage, and the ways women in both times
found of coping with it. And indeed, as Askwith must have realized, this might
be the most pressing difference, for women, between a comfortable Victorian
existence and modern middle-class drudgery. The deal-breaker that tilts the
balance against all other factors might well be the thought of life before
effective birth control, when so many women either spent their lives in pregnancy
and childbirth or else died young from same. In many ways, all the other
elements of women's social equality were dependent on this development, so it's
interesting that Askwith, in a novel that is by no means vehemently feminist in
any outward way (see below!), makes the issue so clear. It's unwanted
pregnancies and the efforts of the two women to rid themselves of them that
links Charlotte and Lucy in the first place. Askwith's matter-of-fact portrayal
of Charlotte's abortion might have been surprising for some of her readers even
in the Swinging Sixties, but Lucy's married cousin Emily's strategy (learned
from her mother-in-law, no less) of leaping repeatedly from a wall on her husband's
estate to end as many of her all-too-frequent pregnancies as possible is even
more notable. And for those keeping score, there's also Lucy's lady's maid
Rose, who is seduced and impregnated by Lucy's stepfather—not to mention Rose's
predecessor, who may well have had the same fate.
Which
leads me to note that, although this novel is highly readable and very
entertaining, and might almost as easily be enjoyed by readers today as it was
in 1966, Charlotte's attitudes toward the various seducers in the novel would
likely give folks pause. Here she is speaking of the man who seduced Lucy:
"He must have been rather a cad.''
"Yes, he must. But it was rather in the way of things. The
eighteenth-century idea still lingered I suppose. Girls were so shielded and
guarded that gentlemen were entitled to take what they could. It was the girl's
business, or her parents', to draw the line and keep the distance. I think his
lordship may have thought poor Lucy asked for it.''
Yikes.
Then,
there's Charlotte's complacency about Lucy's stepfather's seduction of Rose
(which of course precipitates Rose's immediate dismissal from her job and makes
her terrified of returning home to her fisherman father):
I [her aunt] interrupted: "Didn't you go on feeling
horrified about Papa?"
Charlotte hesitated. "Just at first," she said.
"More shy than horrified, if you know what I mean. I felt I wanted to keep
away from him, not to touch him. And then—I don't know—he was always so kind,
so fond of George and somehow there was a sort of fundamental innocence about
him. I couldn't keep it up. It seemed to melt into the general happiness.
Well,
of course, when you see a rapist being kind to his little boy, how could you
possibly not feel affectionate toward him?! Um…